ohyah! chingay is starting! Exicted much! its going to be another tiring and fun journey, most importantly we have huimin and ynez with us! awesome or what yo! <3

after sooo long since i've grad. i'm still finding a full time job. even before finding a stable pay job, i've already went genting and even bangkok which really made my bank feels so empty. anyw,i guess this is the first interview im going for a full time job,super scary yo. somehow i hope i can get it, and hope ym too. so we can undergo trainings together. on the other hand, i cant imagine im going for a new job if i really get through. it's going to be tough adapting into a new environment again. i definitely have to wait till mid aug before i quit ikea lah, but now my pay just got a little bit of increment, leave also like sad. LOl! 
whatever it is, just hope everything goes well, job wise family wise MONEYWISE. haha! I also hope to contribute to the family's saving/ expenses! HAH
kbye.

i think i've to become quieter, control my anger my emotions. just let the plain blank face stay there for as long as it can be. or maybe i shld just become a block of ice. cold to everyone, then i would be neutral.